Run, whirlwind run
Further and further away
Into the sun
In, 20 minutes
Everyone will remember you when you’re gone
And your heart, is a stone
Buried underneath your pretty clothes
Don’t you know people write songs about girls like you?

What will you do when something stops you?
What will you say to the world?
What will you be when it all comes crashing
Down on you little girl?
What would you do if you lost your beauty?
How would you deal with the light?
How would you feel if nobody chased you?
What if it happened tonight?

How would you cope it the world decided to
Make you suffer for all that you were?
How could you dance if no-one was watching
And you couldn’t even care if they were?
What would you do if you couldn’t even feel?
Not even pitiful pain
How would you deal if the indecisions
Eating away at the days?

Don’t you know people write songs about girls like you?
About girls like you
About girl like you
Don’t you know people write songs about girls like you?
About girls like you
About girl like you

Everything you say is higher
All the things that make you lighter
Everything you say is higher
See it in the grey you crier
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Goodnights and sweetdreams world. I love you vivian -M!K3-

As I joked around about how vivian has a billion friends and I only have a few, her cousin said something that stuck with me...

"The friends that you have are the only friends that you need because you know they're the ones that are always there for you."

Without a doubt that is so true. Come to think of it, most of my close friends are from middle school/ beginning of high school. Even though I don't talk/see some as much as I want to, I still feel like I have a close bond with them. It's just something that you can't break for some odd reason.... I know that if they ever needed me, I'd still be around for them even if that's the only reason they'd talk to me....

Anywho, today was an epic day with the friends. The thrill of speed with the right mixture of endless laughter with friends is a match made in heaven....

Goodnights and Sweetdreams world. I love you Vivian -M!K3-

Bounce me, bouncy me!
Bounce me, bouncy me!
Hih!

Up n' down n' in n' out, let's
make ourselves go round n' round!
Smiling faces, brand new places
I can hardly touch the ground!
Everybody bounce with me
Anyone can reach the clouds!
Everybody bounce with me let's
make ourselves get out of bounds!

I got me a bouncy feeling,
Don't throw me to the wall and
turn me [in]to a modern painting
I got me a bouncy feeling,
I'm jumping to the ceiling, ceiling, ceiling!

Up n' down n' in n' out let's
make ourselves go round n' round!
Sun is shining, keep on jumping,
happy people all around!
Some may say I look just like an
Fat 'n' bouncy ping pong ball!
You can call me what you want
Just don't throw me to the wall!

I got me a bouncy feelin'...

Bounce me, bouncy me!
Bounce me, bouncy me!
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FML... this song makes me laugh even when I'm supposed to be pissed or sad... LOL.

In other news, when I get bored in the future and look at this blog post, I will wonder why I was eating bread with swiss cheese at 2am in the morning.

Goodnights and sweetdreams world. I love you vivian

1/1/11... Yeah w.e it's just a bunch of ones... LOL... this day was important for another reason...

So I after being poor throughout the christmas break, I finally got some money to spend from new years eve and I had my heart set out on buying a new headset for my computer since my old one broke... (well technically speaking it isn't even mine so I never really had one of my own to start with). My bro and I ended up going to fry's to go pick up a Sharkoon gaming headset which works across gaming consoles along with the pc. For you gaming buffs that know your headsets, you're probably wondering wtf kind of company is Sharkoon. I randomly ran into their headset online while I was looking for any gaming headset that would also work with the ps3 and oddly enough it had the best review out of all the other headsets I compared it to (some Trittons and Turtle Beach... all in the $70 range). Anyways before heading to Fry's, I checked online to make sure that they had them in stock over there and yeah they did but when I got there and looked around....

I couldn't find them.

I tried asking for help and I even told the guy that their online site even says its in their inventory but the guy didn't bother to check his computer and just told me that any gaming headset would be in this general area. So I was like... alright.... i.... guess... I didn't want to waste my bro's gas for no reason so I told myself I was going home with some headset some way or another. I started looking at the cheapo headsets that were under 30 bucks and said... MEHHHHHHHHHhhhh TOO CHEAP. Then I upped the ante to the $70-80 range and that kinda opened up the options for me. There was this weird looking sony headset which looked like someone friggin chopped off pieces of the earphones and then you also had a Razer headset that had a mic that wasn't detachable... (that was a big turn off for me because just knowing that a mic was there on the side of my head, even though i'm not using it, was annoying... or imagine if I decided to take this headset to use on a technika machine... then I'd look like a retard... LOL). Then we pulled out a Creative Soundblaster 3D Sigma headset and compared it to the rest. It kinda had a funky look to it and the mic looked like it was permanently attached but its detailed specs were better than the rest. Not to mention it had T.H.X. all over the box and that's sexy enough for me. So I ended up taking them to the register thinking they were yenno... only 80 bucks... WELL THEY WERE PLACED IN THE WRONG SPOT AND WERE REALLY $90 BUCKS... I kinda just looked at all the money i placed onto the counter and said... "sigh.... maybe I should just return these already..." Hell I had no idea what I was getting myself into. I've never heard of this headset before and this is the first headset I'm buying?...

On the way home I picked up Vivian and took her back to my house since we were supposed to hang out during the day. It's always great to start the new year with the person/people you love and even though she could only stay for a little, her company was all I need...

... I told her to hold the headset box up for me so that I could do a quick search on them online before I decide to rip it open. Turns out they're really 90 bucks anywhere you look and all the reviews I saw gave it a 5 out of 5 so... I pulled it out of the box, hooked them up to my computer and... IT WAS EPIC... It was like my ears had an orgasm just listening to a song for 10 seconds. After that, I decided to put them on the side and spend some time with Vivian.

So to take a break from the whole headset fiasco, I stuck on despicable me on the ps3 and we both laid in bed together. Laying right next to her, it kinda struck me that I've been with her for a LOOOOOOONG time. We're easily approaching our 2 years and our relationship is stronger than ever. Being next to her at that moment, I started cycling through all the best memories we had together and everything she means to me. Someday in the future, we're going to be doing this again... laying next to each other watching a movie... except it will be in our own bed in our own house. Yeah sure... it might be a little early to be thinking that far ahead in a relationship but I mean... she's perfect... I couldn't ask for more in a girlfriend and last time I checked this relationship is WAY better than my past/ other people's relationships soooo.... Why shouldn't I dream a future with her? That's when you know that you're in love with someone... when u don't have to question a future with them. Snapping back into reality and having her between my arms, it feels like the future is now...

Anyways after the movie was over and I took her home, I got back to my headset and remembered all those T.H.X. symbols around the box and realized there's a program that you download to use with these headphones. So I downloaded it and after spending friggin 2 hours to install it (The installer was being a *itch and kept on saying it was missing some file... sadly a stupid image... but I got it working) I fired it up for the first time...

Now me being a nub when it comes to Equalizers and all the levels and stuff, it was nice and handy to have different presets available already... each one being distinctively different from the others. I decided to stick to one that emphasized on the vocals and that made everything sounds so sexy and epic. To add on, there was another tab which you can mess around with some other T.H.X. related things that were made specifically for the headset and after flicking on one option... the clarity of sound just jumped up a step and I was literally in audio bliss... I already thought it sounded epic but after that one option, it just made my headset sound better than any of the speakers I had in this house... including the home theater ones...

So in all, I love my headset. I haven't tested the mic quality with anyone on vent yet, but I ran some tests myself and it sounds crisp to me... so alex won't have to bitch at me for having a crappy mic... LOL. Best of all, the cord for the headset looks like one long black fettuccine going into my computer. Instead of having your typical cord that looks like an uber skinny noodle, I have a flat cable that looks edible (or maybe I'm just that hungry). When it comes to cord management, its lighter and easier to work with but it does feel like it would be easier to break compared to your traditional cord but that's okay to me. Oh did I mention that the mic was actually detachable? (WIN)

So there you have it, my long journey through the new years and into finding a headset that fits my needs. The only other thing I need is to pick up some extra cables in order to make them work with the ps3 audio.... imagine playing RB3 with these on.... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... Yeah it's been a while since I've blogged but yenno what, life's good... I'll try to blog more if I have the chance... I hope everyone goes onto the new year with a positive attitude and a hopeful spirit...

.........and school starts tomorrow.... >.>.......

Goodnights and sweetdreams world. I love you Vivian (I almost typed michael for some odd reason... LOL)
-M!K3-

Sometimes I feel like I just need to move to someplace new and unknown... yenno like another planet or in the middle of a forest... or maybe I can build a secret location underneath a dessert. Iono... I just want to get away from it all. Life's become a routine now and days and its just the same old stuff again and again. Video games used to take me away but most of the time I'm too tired or busy with school work to even play. It's funny because when I buy video games off steam or something, I usually don't even touch them... I just buy them for the hell of it and tell myself, "oh I'll play it when I have time"... and there's never time....

School sucks... well maybe it's due to the fact that I spend my mondays and wednesdays at school from 7:30am till around 8:30pm... It takes a toll on my mind and body... not to mention I'm bored as fuck most of the time when I'm sitting there. Food around there is way to expensive for my budget and honestly I find more fun in walking into target and mindlessly looking at stuff than just sitting down there in the lounge for 4 hours... I bring my psp, magic cards, and laptop but my laptop sucks balls cuz it's old and I can't really stick any cool games onto it... psp on the other hand keeps me slightly entertained with the old rpg's I have... and magic cards..? *rolls eyes*

Magic is all fun and games.... I'm more of the casual player than a competitive one and I love combos with all my life... but right now I think im ready to start collecting instead of building. Everyone loves shiny cards right? I could really go for some Zendikar lands.... I told myself I wouldn't buy anymore cards to build a deck unless they're just minor ones to help the deck I already have or until mirrodin besieged comes out...

Life isn't an adventure anymore...
It's a job... a very boring one...
And yeah it's my fault for making it that way... for now...
Who knows... the future holds a billion different things for me...